India "OSCARED"

I happen to see the OSCAR Ceremony and like many blogposts,many articles i would say i am not that happy about a movie that has shown India as a Poverty Stricken ridiculous nation winning so many awards.Coming to Rahman i guess an Oscar or even "Oscar ka Mai Baap " if it exists was long due for him.Cut back to Bombay,Roja,Dil Se it was like he had GOD in him.there was that touch to him which was ephemeral and was so soul stirring. The music connected to your inner self putting you into a trance.The Cymbals,the drums,the Notes,His High Pitch...Sigh!That Was MUSIC!
RDB was another Genre all together kinda in your face kinda music still was his face in this Genre but he excelled at it and was Pretty good. Rahman truly deserves and not to forget Gulzaar Saab. When the two maestros get together the perfect balance of the Words with Notes.His lyrics touch a chord within you,You can feel the pain,the angst,the happiness in the song.
Hear a sad track the Song is so "Sorrowfully Delighful" it makes you sad yet happy...it makes you look inside yourself,and find a repungnant you,for hurting someone the way you did...leaving someone the way you did...
To do that only with words is so Powerful...and Make you cry sitting so far through his words...
Mazaa Aa Jaata hai...

Why dont we try?!!!

i have had broken relationships,i have screwed one for another and never knew what was right for me or wrong for me...because there is a thing when you are screwing up your life the whole world seems to know that albeit you,yourself...Guess i screwed up my love life...not a great thing to do when u are only 22 years of age but i did it...but that is kinda over with(not completely though) and why i chose to write this post was of cos what one of my friends happen to tell me who has been dumped by his girl friend (or so he says)and he was a guy who was begging for my sympathy when he was telling me about his Girl Friend using all sorts of Wren and Martin Grammar and was like "You Know Nimish She "was" ...." that "was" was "screaming" to me to give him a shoulder,he was wallowing in self pity and this is something that i have seen with a lot of other men who have "broken their hearts" me including looking for that sympathy from someone,maybe your friends,your relatives,for me well was my sister who has always been my pillar of strength but what i fail to understand is "Why do men need a shoulder to cry on"or to "Share their sorrows "when they have been out of relation...
Why cannot we men face it?or do we ever try to?
Hats off to all the ladies out there...enduring so many hardships...still always being there for their loved ones....
This post is for all the women in my life who have come and those who will come...

Nimish

Fly Away.....In this World...Fly Away.....

Why the hell do we grow up?Can i not just sit at home,not worry what the hell goes on in the "Outside World" just be myself,Life sometimes make me feel so wretched so stinky.But Yes there are days when i feel son happy that it is like me on a high,as if i have taken a complete strip of Ecstacy,and all conked up cos of that.Feel so stupid sometimes when i have the feeking wherein you ask your yourself."Why me?"part of me tells me it is all a part of growing up,part of me tells me Mr Rao you are synonymous with Bad Luck. Times like this feel like going to the temple in Ekm at the time of the "mangalarti",the gong at that time kinda reverberates thru your body,feel so great,feel so blessed,the feeling is like so great,it is like i can feel my lord inside of me,is really out of this world.

Been down a number of times in my life,took to music,all kinds of,but there is something in John Denver s voice that is so "moving",it can be anything the music i listen to just has togive me the anchorage i want and it really helps...it is like so good......

Growing up....some say is a part of life,but i juts wanna be the lil ol shinna who would be forced to go to school,with his sister,a place he dreaded....:-)NO strings Attached.....


WishTime would stop and take me with it.....Soemwhere so far away that i would never grow up....No relations to to go sour.....


JUST ME...


sd/

Nimish Rao

Life....

Pata Nahin where life goes....
The name is kinda apt to sum the way i feel sometimes so vent up that you have no idea where the life goes,you are in love with something or someone but not knowing whether or not you will get it,wake up early in the morning with that "Feel Good Factor"(No Offence meant to NDA's India Shining Campaign)
that things will work for you,happen to curl at my aunt s place with Readers Digest and the book is all about people followong their dreams and getting there.i have a purpose in my life,for petes sake even a stray dog on the damn streets has one,just get his square meal in the day then bask off in the afternoon sun,lazing and staring at whom he wishes to,making the faces he wants to,sure that nobody will care,envy this dog once in a while,you lnow feel so strange,when it rains i just wanna go out an get wet,for petes sake it is my damn life why the hell should i care about the bimbo who thinks that i am being absoulte whacko,or about the guy who "pity's me",for petes sake gimme some peace of mind.....
Akka getting married..pata nahin what to think,pata nahin what to say...a day at atime..feel kinda sad sometimes...Just want my "dida" to be happy,real happy,Feel kinda strange the way i "Baptised" her like that,well my reasoning is she calls me Shinn"A"so why should i call her didi, did"A" is better....
Akki joined NITC,hoping she copes up with "LIFE",hoping she comes up good,finally getting a chance to prove herself,she is pretty good....

Just wanna live my life on my terms....my way...cos i wanna live only once.....

"When you really wanna achieve something the whole universe conspires with you to help you achieve it"